Mujh se pahlī si muḥabbat merī maḥbūb nah māng / Do Not Beg Me for My Former Kind of Love, Beloved
My love, do not ask me for my former kind of love.
I thought that if you existed, life was resplendent;
If I cared for you, then why quarrel about the sorrows of the world;
From your face, springs manifest a firmness in the world.
Except for your eyes, what remains in the world?
If I were to win you, then fate would be defied.
It was not this way; I only hoped it would be.
There are other sorrows in the world besides love;
Other comforts than the comfort of union;
Dark, brutal phantasmagorias of countless centuries
Woven in silk, satin, and brocade;
Bodies sold in narrow streets and bazaars,
Spattered in mud, blood-spattered,
Bodies coming out of the oven of disease,
Flowing pus from running sores.
The glance still turns back to those sights—what am I to do?
Yet your beauty is alluring—what am I to do?
There are other sorrows in the world besides love,
Other rests than the rest of union.
My love, do not ask me for my former kind of love.
.
From: Naqsh-i faryādī (Image of the Supplicant). Dihlī: Urdū Ghar, 1941. pp. 91 – 96
Mujh se pahlī si muḥabbat merī maḥbūb nah māng is quoted in full in Urdu Poetry, 1935-1970
My love, do not ask me for my former kind of love.
I thought that if you existed, life was resplendent;
If I cared for you, then why quarrel about the sorrows of the world;
From your face, springs manifest a firmness in the world.
Except for your eyes, what remains in the world?
If I were to win you, then fate would be defied.
It was not this way; I only hoped it would be.
There are other sorrows in the world besides love;
Other comforts than the comfort of union;
Dark, brutal phantasmagorias of countless centuries
Woven in silk, satin, and brocade;
Bodies sold in narrow streets and bazaars,
Spattered in mud, blood-spattered,
Bodies coming out of the oven of disease,
Flowing pus from running sores.
The glance still turns back to those sights—what am I to do?
Yet your beauty is alluring—what am I to do?
There are other sorrows in the world besides love,
Other rests than the rest of union.
My love, do not ask me for my former kind of love.
.
From: Naqsh-i faryādī (Image of the Supplicant). Dihlī: Urdū Ghar, 1941. pp. 91 – 96
Mujh se pahlī si muḥabbat merī maḥbūb nah māng is quoted in full in Urdu Poetry, 1935-1970
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